Annual dinner last night (:
We reached super early as daddy had to settle the things.
With an empty stomach, mummy and i had draft beer and wine.
I think i was already sprouting nonsense when the dinner just started. After the 3rd dish, i started puking. But i am sure that i was aware of my suroundings.I think i must be mad because i made a call to terence and spoke to him when in normal circumstances, i wouldnt even dare to dial his number. I forget what i spoke to him about. I just remember the phone hanged up so many times and i called him after every ended call. HAHAHHAH! Must be damn irritating. There was this waiter that looks like an older version of terence!!!!! Sissy told me that each time i asked him to refill my glass, he would shake his head and told my mum that i’m drunk. I think i was sprouting nonsense when C and S came over to our table. Sissy told me to hide in C’s room during CNY because she claims that i lose my sane. HAHAHAH! I puke a total of 3 times and after each time, i felt a little sober. But still, i cant remember how i managed to walk over to the car. Upon reaching home, i crashed right onto the sofa and slept with full make up on. Thank goodness i managed to wake up at 2am to wash it off.
Okay, last picture for this post, I was so jumpy and i cant remember
who took this picture. I think it was MM. If i’m not wrong, she took it
to show me how drunk i was. HAHAH!
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Anyway, i’m starting my PPP tomorrow. i’m dreading it cause i’ve to wear trackpants and dont you just hate it when you’re in a totally new environment and you’ve no friends at all. Wait, at least i know J cause he attended TPRAWKS. Okay, i’m already experiencing butterflies in my stomach because i’ll look like a total noob in a new school. I’m going to sleep early tonight. Have to wake up early!! Ciao!
Sup!
I’m dead tired cause i slept at 2am
and woke at at 5 this morning. In a few minutes time, i’ll be heading down to SYC for YOG audition. I hope i’ll be choosen for the fire ball role instead. But nonetheless, i’m sure that it’ll be fun and satisfying to be able to perform with fellow SOKA members!
Camp over at senja! And upon completing this camp, i’ve not done enough as a SSA member. I’ll make sure that being involved in SD would be my stepping stone. I’ll do more to contribute as a disciple of Ikeda Sensei.
Okay, that’s it. I’m going to end all my misery. I dont care if my inner self tells me i cant. Cause i know that’s the only way out. I’ve got to press on. It’s a struggle to always be on my guards each and every single minute of my life apart from my sleep time. Each morning, i’ll come to my senses that its yet again another miserable day.I’m sick of all these. I’ll go all out if doing this can make me feel happy everyday. At least i wouldnt need to worry about what others might think about me when i’m out. It’s ending soon. Gladys, you’ve got to press on.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything – ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. DON’T lie to her
27. DON’T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT’S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back–feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold
48. Write letters on her back with your finger
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nerveous around her
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go. ;D
Hello sweetheart,
The GreenBean story really touched me. I couldnt help but to imagine the strongest and tallest bean sprout holding onto the cotton. You effortlessly told me that story. Did you brainstorm on it long ago? (: And it took you 10 months and 1 day to figure out all my habits. It was really sweet when you asked me whether i was tired today, it shocked me for that second cause you could actually tell from my body language. What shocked me further were the things you told me on our trip back home. It was like a narrative told by you, as though you wrote that story. Except, you took 10 months and 1 day to figure out all those things. I’m sure that in no time, you’ll find out how to calm and cheer me up when i’m down or feeling anxious. Thank you for all the things you’ve done! See you soon!
